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 Finally met my commando boy after 3 days. The wait and desperation to fall into his arms is probably my kryptonite when I head back to Melb for another 3-4 months. Remember how much I hated to be back in Sg, because its boring and my fun pals are all back in Melb? Well, unknowingly, I've been back for 29 days and its just merely 21 more days before I fly back to Melb again. 3 weeks; long enough for more shopping trips, outings with cousins, more meetups with friends;yet short enough to spend quality time with the boy. We have both resigned to fate that the time clash between our schedules are nothing short of our lives being jinxed. It is of no surprise to us that we might not even meet for consecutive days and spending just 3 hours together of talking rubbish would suffice. His commitments; National service. And mine; messing around. Haha^^ I'm proud of R being part of NDP this year. Once NS is over, he's all mine(sniggles), and his family of course.
Anyhow, we managed to spare some time for each other today and had a date with Transformers 2!! Its really awesome!!The graphics were precise and strong;endless actions by the automobiles which got me really hyped up;the soundtracks by Linkin Park;Megan Fox;and of course, to watch this fantabulous movie in the arms of R, priceless ^^ I adore how the date went today. It finally felt like, we're one and not like BFFs. Initially, I guess it was a little awkward on both of our sides, trying to make the adjustments. Speaking from my point of view, I felt queasy trying to express my adoration for him, in terms of him being a partner. Terms of endearment spoken seems like a piece of wrong jigsaw, and a slightest touch from him would appear to be a tickle. But today, it was different. Perhaps the understanding of us not being able to meet very often(which is the usual scenario), or me leaving in exactly 3 weeks, or..whatever it maybe, seems to allow us to be more expressive to one another; be it physical touch or exchanging of words. The poem which I received from him today, let me to understand that even though we both have our inherent fears, but what we share and the unexplainable strength between us, is tougher than any breathing thing, of which this overrides all else.
Right, enough of my love life, headed to Chinatown today with the usual suspects. These are my loots from 25 & 26 June.
Yes, I cut bangs!! Never had it before and decided to give it a try (: Its not that bad on me I guess. Hated bangs for a long long time as in my opinion, bangs have never agreed with the shape of my face. I guess Gin did a marvelous job, by making the bangs look less painful to look at on me^^ Lol I think R is loving my new hair cut so much that I could see the glee on his face once I was within his visual spectrum. Oh and we both concluded that I've got silky bouncy fringe -_-" Haha!! Okee, got to go shower now!! Got work in 7 hours time!!
note to self: STOP SHOPPINGG!!OMGS.
[add] R had a fought with his mother. I can't do anything to make him feel better. And all he could say to me is to not talk. Maybe, I shouldnt open my heart yet. Because its me, who will ultimately get hurt :'( [/add]
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